September 11, 2006 • No Comments
got another comment for my post yesterday… oh well.. sorry… i always look at my blog as my diary…only…it’s made public by friendster…lol*** so sometimes i post things outta my head and don’t care how it would go or would affect people…
anywayz, to the one who texted me last night, i’m sorry if i hurt you or your feelings in any way… i didn’t mean to jeopardize your relationship…what i’m just saying is, my cuz is still young… that’s all…but i’ve nothing against you or anyone…i guess i just think she still needs to grow as an individual…and you may or may not be on her side on the process…i hope i made myself clear… and just one thing: among all the boys she’d had, you’re different…you may be the one…i mean, for her to even consider spending a life with you..it’s so not her…it’s just that…i think…it’s not yet the right time for you two to get married???there.i said it…i mean…whatever!i don’t wanna say anything more…it’s all up to you guys…i mean, what i wrote the other day was just my opinion of how things are going but i’m sooooo not in the position to tell you both what to do…i’m sorry if i caused any troubles to both of you……..
September 10, 2006 • No Comments
September 7, 2006 • No Comments
beep beep
it says:
….;;;""""" >>>>>> GARFIELD’S words of wisdom: (yes, he’s also got some common sense stuck on his brain)
"we all get heavier as we get older because there’s a lot more info in our heads…so i’m not FAT! i’m just really intelligent and my head couldn’t hold anymore so it started filling up the rest of me! that’s my story and i’m sticking to it!"
whoa! i never knew Garfield’s got some philosophy…and it do make some sense…and humor… lol**** he must really be smart to have hidden his wits…hahahaha all thumbs up for you gar! whatta..cat???? i thought i saw a puddy tat…hahaha
September 7, 2006 • No Comments
…exams again next week???how can life be so miserable?? pff*** sigh*** *roll eyes*
August 25, 2006 • No Comments
well, there’s nothing much since i woke up…my phone alarmed at around 6:10 am..i had trouble reaching out my phone to ignore the alarm…i woke up anyway after much struggle to get up and turn the phone off…i thought i should finish all the things i left undone last night..i was really damn tired i could not even afford to open my eyes last night…. lol*** anyways, after switching the phone off i didn’t find it hard to close my eyes again, reach for my blanket, wrap it around me and hug my pillow…i did sleep overtime for another hour and a half…i woke up again quarter to 8 c0z i hafta wake my cousin up for her seminar…i thought she said she needs to be in school by 8…
so we had coffee, some bread and talked about alot of "nonsense" things…just like the ol’ days…i miss her….she just came back yesterday…so we did some catching up…
after breakfast i took a bath and changed my clothes…went to emall…bought some necessities…then went back home…read some notes about diuretics…then changed again to my school uniform and hurried myself to school…only to find out we don’t have a class…and our attendance was just to be checked… lol*** while the others are in the midst of their beautiful dreams we had to wake up and drag ourselves to school for nothing… that was great… LOL*** can’t be any better, ayt??
i can’t blame my clinical instructor though..i guess much as she want to she wasn’t permitted by the admin to have a lecture today…it’s supposed to be a holiday… they’re clelebrating their alumni anniv today…i guess…
anywayz, i guess i should just head home…..mom might comeover this afternoon… well i hope so.. i miss her…haven’t seen her for a month now..
and speaking of my mom, i would just like to apologise (to both of ‘em) for not talking or texting last week…i may have been busy but i was not that busy to text r call you..truth is, i was just mad for letting me babysit my 16-year-old brother…lol*** i don’t know what to do with him…well right now you don’t need to worry…we’re on speaking terms….back to normal..anyways, sorry..i just came to realise that i don’t have the right to be mad at you in any way coz i know, in my right mind, that you are both trying to give me the best that you could to support me, my studies, my living and everything that goes by and about me..i’m so sorry…i was not mature enough to analyze the sitz that i’m in and why i should look after my bro..after all, he’s all i got…don’t have a freakin’ choice… lol*** nah, i’m not bitter anymore… and yeah, i hope to do good in what i’m doing…i miss you both….
August 21, 2006 • No Comments
lol** that’s lindsay lohan and her bro…looks like they really are getting along..
as for me and my bro..well, kinda..yeah…i guess somehow we’re friends…haha we talk a little now…just enough to save our day… hah! lol***
August 20, 2006 • No Comments
whoa***some people actually read my blog.. lol*** hiya tuloy aq…hahaha
to joyce: lol** roselyn…hehehe don’t worry…found a new place already.. well actually, i’m about to hit my first month at the SWU dormitory.. the place is cool and it’s really nice but right now, my bro and i are not in good terms so….. the place still doesn’t count…haha he’s so messy…everything’s not in place… lol*** the place may be nice…but…it’s currently under HUGE CONSTRUCTION*** hahaha right now, it’s a JUNGLE! lol*** haha yeah yeah..we invited TARZAN AND JANE over… lol** hahah don’t know what to do with my brother! help! huhu
kay HENESSEY: sorry bout the last time we talked over the phone… i know i did not sound that jolly…that’s why i asked you to pass the phone to my dad… sorry..senxa na..i was just not in a good mood then..neways, i miss you all too..hope to see you soon though..maybe on october???during the break??lol*** mahal ng pamasahe..hehe
August 20, 2006 • No Comments
Paris Hilton
well, uh…nothing…i just think she’s the most care-free-happy-go-lucky-real-rich-material-party-Girl-ultimate-legally-blonde-authority…hahaha
don’t ya think??? i think alot of girls look up to her c0z she’s almost got everything…well…except for the morale and the girly innocence which i think everyone knows of…hahaha
here’s the real thing, well, i’m envious of her..who wouldn’t??? every girl in town would prolly like to have grown up in a mansion, study at Dwight School in uptown New York and do nothing but feel good, right??? but life’s too unfair…some girl’s got everything while all the rest are left with …well…just a little something to save their butts off… hahaha
well anyways, rich or not, pretty or not, happy or not…at the end of the day all we’ve got is a life borrowed from someONE greater… well, great people don’t have golds for their poo right???hehehe
August 15, 2006 • No Comments
….i don’t really understand everything…i don’t know what’s happening to me….i can’t even understand why or how….. but most of the time, i feel so alone….i feel so tired of my LIFE…
thank GOD! wehe i just hope i get thru these…haha know what???sometimes i wonder why i’m still alive??? why God chose to make me live some 16years ago… after drowning…now i wonder, what the heck am i still here for???all these troubles, struggles, pains and sufferings that i’m going through…well in fact, i could’ve been spared from it all when i still had the world around me at age 4….but then again, i think, maybe GOD has SOMETHING BIIIIIIGGGG instilled for me….maybe in that BIG SOMEWHERE, HE’s got something GOOD for me….maybe i’m here for a certain reason…for a purpose…for a chance to make a DIFFERENCE…sounds great right????but HOW????i REALLY don’t know…don’t see a shadow…oh well…
i know i don’t even have the right to question GOD’s decision…i should even THANK Him…ayt???for making me stay….but i don’t think i’m doing anything GOOD anymore…i feel so alone…so confused….i feel like someone left in one corner of a dark room…
i can’t really understand what’s happening…i don’t even FEEL like i’m alive…
…hirap mag.BLOG d2…marami aqng fwendz….
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back : secret***